Thursday, April 17, 2014

Dining out

It's not like me to make healthy choices while dining out 
Flaca tacos

Girl Crush

I love Lena Dunham
I love that she walks around naked on HBO and doesn't give a shit.
I love that she seems truly comfortable in her own skin.
I just love her.
Maybe one day I'll have the balls to parade around naked... 

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

MFP Diary 4/15

I haven't eaten very much and yet I'm still not hungry.
I'm not complaining or anything but that's totally weird!

Breakfast of Not Champs

Gum
Diet soda

I was running late to class and the baby woke up early!!

No time!

However, I got to class and our professor wasn't even here yet. 

Anyway... Trying to decide if gum and diet    soda is as bad as yesterdays breakfast of a chocolate Rice Krispie treat. 

At least it's fewer calories. 


Monday, April 14, 2014

Ashamed

Ugh
So disappointed in myself
I made several bad choices
Like a chocolate rice krispie treat for breakfast
like a kit kat at lunch
like a rocky road snickers in the afternoon
like mac n cheese for dinner.

what the hell is wrong with me

I would love to blame it on my period.
That glorious gift from mother nature.
But truthfully... I was able to maintain a healthy diet for 5 years regardless of what week it happened to be... so I would be selling out to blame on anything else besides my lack of will power.

I'm too terrified to get on the scale.
My bad choices are so nicely computed right before my eyes.


I'm honestly ashamed of myself.

I tend to convince myself.. every single day.. that "tomorrow" will be "it". THE day.

That's just sad.


I've done it before. I've lost the weight. I've made the choice to eat right for more than 3 days. In fact I ate well and mindful 90% of the time. I really had my shit together.

It's all about my mind set.
I gotta get back there.

Sunday, April 13, 2014

Grocery Shopping


This is my grocery shopping loot. 
Nothing too exciting until you add a little spice and some imagination!!
That was from lunch today. The grilled asparagus was not so great but the grilled corn was amazing! 


I didn't hit the gym but at home  I did leg raises, calf raises, squats, and lunges. 

Now time for some homework!
So close to being done with school.
I can almost taste it. 

A snack

A snack that I'm not ashamed to eat!